Nothing to lose :)

There are times when you make me laugh
there are moments when you drive me mad
there are seconds when I see the light
though many times you made me cry 

There's something you don't understand
I want to be your man 

Nothing to lose
your love to win
hoping so bad that you'll let me in 

I'm at your feet
waiting for you
I've got time and nothing to lose 

There are times when I believe in you
these moments when I feel close to you
there are times I think that I am yours
though many times I feel unsure 

There's something you don't understand
I want to be your man 

Nothing to lose
your love to win
hoping so bad that you'll let me in 

I'm at your feet
waiting for you
I've got time and nothing to lose 

I'll always be around you
keep an eye on you
cos my patience is strong
and I won't let you run
cos you are the only one 

Nothing to lose
your love to win
hoping so bad that you'll let me in 

I'm at your feet
waiting for you
I've got time and nothing to lose

下一页的我

3 个月。18篇。 美娟到此一“ 游 ”！=)

下一页的我 回去哪里？用多大的勇气

所有梦里面的风雨 我不怕 那是我的试题...

原来...

前一阵子，在一本书看见这句话：“ 十七岁时，感觉最珍贵的东西；到了二十七岁，会不会变得微不足道” ？^^

我很赞同这句话。不要说相差十年，在几天前你觉得最珍贵的东西，过了几天，它也会变得微不足道。就算人也一样，几天前再怎么要好，过了几天，他也会变得很陌生很陌生。好恐怖啊！ ;P

人啊，真复杂。爱情啊，明明很简单，可是却被人搞得比复杂还要复杂。爱就爱，不爱就不爱。就连这句话都没那么简单。爱就真的能爱吗？不爱又真的能不爱吗？-.-

思考了几个月，领悟了好多东西。爱一个人不会让对方受委屈，更不会做一些让对方难过的事。:)

谢谢你，教了我很多。You know who you are. 

谢谢你，为我做的一切。You know who you are too.

至少，我已做了决定。原来... 我... 原来... 你...

原来我们.......

原来如此。:)

p/s: 我不是在说你，我是在说你！XP

爱真的需要勇气......不是来面对流言蜚语。
爱真的需要勇气，来面对两个生命里的所有一切。

Signing off, 
Pimple Jiuan

包容！

有人说，两个性格相同的人不适合在一起。

也有人说，两个性格不同的人不适合在一起。

那到底性格应该相同还是不同好一点啊？;P 

找一个性格一点点相同，一点点不同的人最好？ 哈哈！XD

其实，我觉得都没有关系。相同需要包容，不同也需要包容。没什么差别吧？所以，性格不是接口。好好包容你的另一半吧！^^

Love is always patient and kind;
Love is never jealous; 
Love is not boastful or conceited,
It is never rude and never seeks its own advantage,
It does not take offense or store up grievances.
Love does not rejoice at wrongdoing, 
but finds its joy in the truth. 
It is always ready to make allowances,
to trust, to hope and to endure whatever comes.
Love never comes to an end.
- Corinthians

I'm improving... ;) *Wink*

爱你 - Kimberly

Emo 了一晚，不可以再emo 了！我要加油！:D



最近，爱上了这首歌。歌的旋律好听，歌词也写得很好。听一听吧，你会喜欢的。XD

我闭上眼睛 贴着你心跳呼吸
而此刻地球 只剩我们而已
你微笑的唇型 总勾着我的心
每一秒初吻 我每一秒都想要吻你

就这样 爱你 爱你 爱你 随时都要一起
我喜欢 爱你 外套 味道 还有你的怀里
把我们衣服钮扣互扣 那就不用分离
美好爱情 我就爱这样贴近 因为你

有时没生气 故意闹脾气
你的紧张在意 让我觉得安心
从你某个角度 我总看见自己
到底你懂我 或其实我本来就像你

就这样 爱你 爱你 爱你 随时都要一起
我喜欢 爱你 外套 味道 还有你的怀里
把我们衣服钮扣互扣 那就不用分离
美好爱情 我就爱这样贴近 因为你

想变成你的氧气 溜进你身体里
好好看看在你心里 你有多么宝贝 我爱你
就这样 爱你 爱你 爱你 随时都要一起
我喜欢 爱你 外套 味道 还有你的怀里
把我们衣服钮扣互扣 那就不用分离
美好爱情 我就爱这样贴近 因为你
我们爱情 会一直没有距离 最美丽

记事本

“姑丈”，你在天堂过得好吗？
刚才在餐厅，又听见了那首让我想起你的歌。
因为是父亲节，所以我一直忍着眼泪。
我突然好想你。
想起当年，听着那首歌的时候，妈妈接到电话说你去世了。
妈妈以为我还小，什么都不会。其实，我什么都懂。
我懂我永远都不会再看见你。
当时，那首歌陪我哭了好久好久。
所以，我不喜欢听见那首歌！:'(


其实，我每次去做工的时候，都会经过你发生车祸的那个路。
走过那条沾上你的血迹的路，心疼。
不晓得警察抓到那个坏人了没有！可是，我想应该不可能抓到了。


我只希望 aunty mama 身体健康，长命百岁。
每次探望她的时候，她都会提起你。
我知道她一定比我更想你。


趁今天是父亲节，我想跟你说声“父亲节快乐！” 
谢谢您，在我小的时候，照顾我，疼爱我，宠我，把我当自己女儿看待。
娟娟已经20岁了！大女孩一个了。:') 我会懂事，不让家人和aunty mama担心。


我真的真的真的，很想你。 
想得不知道自己该怎么办才好。:'(
每次想起你，就会像现在一样，躲着哭。
有人能理解我的感受吗？
教教我能怎么做.. :'(

给我真正的爸爸，

祝你父亲节快乐，我还想跟你庆祝多50个父亲节！

是50个，不能少喔！

我爱你。

Signing off,
Crybaby Jiuan

MLTR MLTR MLTR

OMG!! I can't wait for Saturday to come!! :D I'm currently listening to Michael Learns to Rock Songs. I can't wait!!! 23rd of June 2012. I can see them live! They'll be singing right in front of my eyes! Ahhhh. I can't believe I have the chance to see them. I regretted for a few years because I missed the chance to see them live in Malaysia few years back. :( I used to think about it over and over again. Google about their concert schedules. But, the results always disappoint me. Their concerts are all in other countries. I thought they will never come to Malaysia anymore. T____T But, miracle happens. :) They are coming to Malaysia this coming Saturday! Got 4 free seating tickets after purchasing RM300 stuffs in Setia City Mall. 


Go to Michael Learns to Rock concert is one of my "things-to-do-before-I-die". I'm going to achieve it soon. I'm so happyyyyyy!!! XD Do you have a "things-to-do-before-I-die" list? If no, let's start writing it down together and let us achieve them one by one. The feeling after you achieve it is so awesome yo! ;D


Happy creating your "things-to-do-before-I-die" list ya! Have a nice day! :)


Miracles do happen when you believe! (:


Signing off,
Excited Jiuan

星期六

终于可以打华语字啦！！XD

看看这个... 我从Facebook 看到的。很sweet 吧？ 哈哈！


没什么，又是一个无聊的星期六。我不喜欢星期六。:(
大多数自己一人在家，又没什么地方好去。
朋友们，来载我出去吧！就算是在做点善事。;P


妈妈刚打给我，叫我驾车去uncle家载她回来。
我的晚上驾车恐惧症又发作了。
靠近的地方还可以。
可是那个地方很暗！！很多车，很危险啊！！T.T
妈，叫别人载你可以吗？ T___T

阿弥陀佛。驾车去，拜拜！:(


Signing off,
怕怕 Jiuan

Happy V-Day!

It's 14th today! Another Valentine's Day! Haha, no. I don't realize and don't really care about it. But, what I heard from people is that today is the "Kiss Day". Woooo, sounds interesting huh? XP So, have you kissed your love one? ;P I read an article from the internet. It stated that "Kiss Day" is celebrated to prove the love and desire between the couples. :)


So, what are you waiting for? ;P Fai Tit go and prove your love larr! 


As for all the singles, go and kiss your mummy! Haha, just kidding. Here's a big wet kiss from me to you all. Muuuaahhhzzzzzz!!! *-: 

Happy Kiss Day people! :) 

Signing off, 

Chubby Jiuan 

Happy for You

Dear someone,

I'm so happy for youuu!!! ;D Hope you and him will live happily ever after. XP I hope your special someone will treat you right, I think he will. :) If you ever face any problems, just give me a call and I'll be there for you.

Just wanna tell you something.
I can't type in Chinese using this comp.
But, I think you will understand.
"Yue jian dan yue shi xing fu!" :)

Jia You! You can do it.. :)

Who? What? Where? When? How?

Whenever I'm facing problems or having hard times, 
who should I go to? 

I've been asking myself this question for months ever since ever since ever sinceee......... 


I'm just facing some problems which I don't know who to seek for help. How? You tell me HOW! :O I don't want, I don't like to trouble my friend. >__< Oh God, please give me the strength to go through every single problem in my life. Please give me the courage to drive at night. Please take away my fear. Please be there for me. I wanna overcome my fear! But, please protect me, I wanna be safe. 


One more thing, where should I park my car? -.- I'm starting to be afraid of walking alone at shopping malls' car park, especially at night. Papa, mama.. How how how! Jiu Ming arrrr!! @__@ Oh noooo. I close my eyes and pray. I'll be fine. *Smile big big!* 

Everything will be fine... No? o.O

Email from Boss

Boss asked me to send her the excel file that she asked me to do this morning. I sent to her without a "subject". Then... Look at what she replied me. @___@

Really "dai seiii" lo me! "Please name your file professionally." Hahaha! nevermind, at least I learned something. Gonna continue with my work now. Have a nice day, bubye! :)

Signing off,

Sleepy Jiuan

4th day of work!

6^th June 2012 : Forth day in office!

I was asked to attend the meeting in the morning. Every of my colleagues takes turn to present about the company profile these few days. After their presentations, I was asked to give comments and opinions of what I think about their presentations. Can you imagine me, being the youngest (20 years old) in the company to comment on a 35+ years old colleague presentation? Damn. It was so scary. But I commented honestly and luckily my boss said what I commented was true. T___T Every time she asked me to comment on the presentation, every one will start to laugh. Haha, most probably because I’m too young to comment on their presentations and maybe because the way I commented was a little funny? ;P I’m not sure. There will be another round of presentation practice for them tomorrow. Teehee! :)

Oh ya, by the way. I brought my orange Disney Princess’s note book into the meeting room today. >__<

This one! @_@

My boss stared at my book but luckily she didn't say anything. Hahaha! Sigh. Sorry boss. I don’t have a plain note book. All my note books’ covers are with cartoon pictures. Well, the secretary said she is going to give me the company’s note book with company logo and picture. Ehehee, paiseh daooo! (O'.'O)

I'm so sleepy NOW! Am gonna force myself to open my eyes til 9pm and sleep like a pig till tomorrow morning! OHMAIGOD! 2 more hours to 9! X_______X

Signing off,

Zombie Jiuan

Noooooo!

This is not what I want!!!

This is NOT what I want!!!


Blogging in the office. (11:40am)

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There's no where to run.
I have no place to go.
Surrender my heart, body and soul...

   all i heard was nothing...