順其自然

一份爱会出现裂痕两个人都要负责任
有些成长来自承认我终于挣脱怨与恨
年轻总习惯去争论要别人照我的剧本
满身伤痕才知道悲哀是互不信任

不在乎的眼神内心悄悄破损
在午夜的时分被一个梦给拆穿没忘记那个人

我试着让生活变得清淡
对幸福或寂寞顺其自然
偶尔小小孤单偶尔小小浪漫
不怕大喜大悲那么难负担

不想再背负太多期盼
对好奇或关心顺其自然
只是那点不安只是那种辛酸
总会忽然扩散让心又累又茫然
(期望有人陪伴)

每一次记忆的翻腾既美好也残忍
思念让旧情有余温
将我困在早应该要离开的空城

Love is in the air ♥

Well, fyi i always have boring saturdays. *ALWAYS*

To me, every saturday is a boring day.

I woke up at 12pm today, had my breaklunch, rest for a while..

and then i went to bed again.

I know, im Crazyy!

After i slept for 30 minutes, i got a text from khai yin.

She said she felt like coming to my house.

I guess she's having a boring saturday too. ;P

And so, we decided to bake cupcakes.

Now, let the pictures do the talking... :)

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They are beautiful. Aren't they? ;P

The most perfect cupcake among all. :)

The taste is a little too sweet, but they are delicious! ;P

 I'm gonna bake more cupcakes next time!

More decos, more flavors, more colours?

I dont know, i just wana bake bake bake!

;P 

Love is beautiful :)

When I have nothing to do...

This is what i do.

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*Picture time!* ;P

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A smile is a curve that sets everything straight.  

So, SMILE! 

n_________________n

You never know who's falling in love with your smile.

:)

Change

:: CHANGE::


That's the only word i can use to describe my life now.
I'm facing a lot of changes since early of this year.
School, friends, lecturers, people around me, my own thoughts and all kind of stuffs.


I've learnt a lot since the day i joined Segi.
The main lesson: I've learnt to say "NO" and I've learnt to say "YES".
Of coz, "NO" to all the negative stuffs and "YES" to all the positive stuffs.


Recently, I've joined the committees of an event which will be held in June.
And i volunteered myself to be in charge in advertising, promoting and ticketing.
I had fun designing and drawing posters, cut and paste, print, paint......
But, during today's meeting, something happened.
Majority of the committee members decided to change the theme of that particular event.
Ya, they did not mentioned earlier but change it after my friend prepared all the story line and 
My posters and tickets and gifts are all based on the previous theme.
Can you imagine? 
*Poooofs* Everything gone in a blink of an eye. 
Very very heartbroken nohh!! D:


I brought back my posters.
And started thinking what to design for the new theme.


"There will be changes in life, in everything, what we need to do is to change our way of thinking towards them and everything will turn out fine, not as bad as what we've thought, perhaps better." 


That's what i'm trying to learn now, to cope with every changes that will happen in my life. 
I know there will be more changes coming to us when we start working =/
But at least, i've made the first step. :)
Gambateh May Jiuan! ;D


Said "YES" to become the secretary of badminton club in college.
I think I'm Mad. D:
But, why not giving it a try right? 
Perhaps there's not much difference between the secretary of high school's club and college's? :P


Segi Segi Segi.
Enough said.


Talking bout my personal things.
I think i've hurt someone's feeling deeply.
It's been 3 days since the day i've talked to him.
I have a feeling as if I'm losing someone close to me. =/
Well, no one is right and no one is wrong.
But, To you: I'm sorry. :(
I dont know what is going on...
What i can do now, is to go with the flow.


Till then, bubye. =)

If you love something, let it go.

If it comes back to you, it's yours forever.

If it doesn't, then it was never meant to be.

Nineteenth

Continue from my previous post..

I felt really touched when i received the present given by my babysitter.

She remembers my birthday every year!! T____T

She stays quite far from my house.

But she still manage to ask her relative to pass it to me on time.

This is it.. An angpow. Thank you AuntyMama. I ♥ U

And then i received this angpow from my mum.

Thank You Mama! I love you ♥

This is from Kam Ho. Converse Shoes.
Although the size is a bit bigger, but I can still wear them.
No worries, I love them much :)
Thank you! ♥

Domokun! ;D

Given by my aunt.

Thank you Coo coo for all the domos! ♥

Another pair of shoes given by Khai yin and Jazzlene.

It's a pair of DIY shoes actually. 

They painted the shoes themselves. 

Loves, thank you! ♥

Lastly, thanks to my dear family and aunt for the birthday celebration and surprise at Chili's. ♥

Thanks for all the wishes @ fb, sms, calls. 

I appreciate them much! :)

One day before..

I turn 19!

Just wanna share with you guys something about my life in Segi College.

I dont want to do any comparisons between Taylor's and Segi.
Both of them has their own pros and cons.

But i really wanted to say this! 

" Taylor's facilities and transports provided are the best "

It's only after few days and i already fed up taking public bus to and back from Segi.

I had tried waiting for bus for 1 hour and 30 minutes. Can u imagine? *SIGH*

And the worst thing happened today.
I took the wrong bus because of the stu*id bus driver who cheated my RM1 =____=
Then, I ended up taking taxi back from that I-Dont-Know-Where place to Segi.
And you know what? The taxi fee costs me RM18!!!
Hello, I'm a student! :(
I can do a lot of things with that RM18 you know.. T_____T


Sadddddd~

But other than public bus problem..

What else can I say?

"I LOVE SEGI"  ♥

Seriously,honestly. :)


Thank God, the people there are Good Good people! =)

p/s: Mr. Vijey rocks! ;D

Anyway, i havent started my classes yet, only orientation and workshops.

So, I still have no comment on the academic part. :)

I received a birthday present just now..

My tears dropped right after i received the present..

*To be continued*

I'm going to turn...

19 in 10 days time! @____@


I feel so old all of a sudden! *Sigh*
But it's okay, my age still starts with " 1 " and with 2 digits.
Smile big big! n_______n


For your info,
I just finished foundation in business 1 month ago
and i'm gonna take my degree in Segi college.
Ya, no more "Taylor's". I felt quite upset to leave my taylor's friends but
I still have to let go and move on.
People say "Sorry is the hardest word"
But to me, i think "Goodbye is the hardest word" :(
I'm gonna miss you all so much Taylorians! 


Anyhow, orientation for my degree intake falls on 9th march..
which is the day after tomorrow! :O
I need to start everything again, start from ZERO. 
Ahhh, really hope i can meet nice people there. >.<


And i'm thinking about this : am i going to celebrate my birthday with my new friends?
I dont think anyone of them will know my birthday though. *Sad case*
So, i think..
My birthday is going to pass like another dull day in class..
and it's going to be another boring thursday.
So sad, can cry. =____=


Anyway, i hope my family can bring me for some good food yo!  ♥ :)

Another 10 more days to be an 18 years old girl. Wheeee!